Stress OMG!
I've had enough of stress for the past few days. I am like totally dazed and flabbergasted. I don't have any fucking clue. I attend classes which I don't feel like attending. I am broke somehow. Infact, I don't know whether am broke or not. I shouldn't be blogging so much. I have no idea where my GRE preparations are heading. I somehow manage to study 80-90 words daily but I havent been practicing anything else apart from the words. I wanna do good but I don't know anything it seems. My counsellor's been behaving weird too. She has fucking starting to ignore me. She last replied to my mail after 1 week. I am so turning into a geek. I am sick of INDIA losing against ENGLAND. I am highly pissed and bugged to the core reading my last post. Things haven't been moving as swiftly as I would want them to. I am prone to changes but if my life gets this steady, I feel like puking on everybody. I feel hungry every fucking night because I hardly eat during the entire day. I cant wake up early for the breakfast. The lunch's been not good. And, I hardly go for dinner considering the pathetic state of stale food they serve here in my hostel. I need food. It has been raining cats and dogs in Dehradun. I can't fucking play anything and am too weak to lift any weight in the gym. The washerman's been not coming off-late. I so fucking hate washing my undies and vests. I am sick of people crowding in my room and not leaving me alone. I am dying to get lonely. I am not pessimistic by any chance.
I am gonna get high tomorrow. I just hope I get back to being jovial.
Take care.
13 intruders:
I can understand all that and maybe read between the lines too.
Cheer Up and Smile.:-)
i cn undrstnd whr ur comin 4m... ive been living a nitemare d last few days too... all i cn hope is tat u cn only go up 4m here...
I climbed down from the three wheels of suspension,
And stood standing by the curb in the road
Up ahead in the sky, the familiar crescent
And in its milky ride, the rest of the road slowly showed.
Not that it was a new path
No unfamiliar territory
The route was chalked out;
Everything at hand, but my fickle memory.
The first step was cautious, so was the second.
Felling the road through my soles.
I was not in search of a vision,
Just looking out for potholes.:-)
"Cribbing is my birth-right & I shall have it."
:-)
Get high!! wotcha planning on dude??
Just relax and cool..
beta, the main cause for all ur oissing is hunger.. go to a good restaurant n grab nice chinese or chicken or watever is ur fav.. just c how ur in ur best spirits again :D
awww... i hope you feel better.
This is life, we all get those days... remember that it is just a matter of time :)
Cheers!
aww.. im sorry.
i remember the horrible days of living in the dorms.. the food sucked soo much. i was sooo broke, well i still am broke.
order pizza, or grab some chinese.
those were my two rescue cuisines. secondly -- hmm getting high is something i never did.
PARTYING on the other hand -- that i did alot.
oo i totally agree with you -- people always hung out in my room, i used to die for some "me" time. but as along as they're there - open up a bottle of vodka and have ure self a partay!!
LOL! bro!
I can identify that feeling! :P
hehe! Get high!?
what ya planning on? weed?!
peace & love
Jeevy
wacko still going strong ;)
Hope for a better week ahead.
OMG, just realised, i was tryin to comment the blog and i emailed it to u! damn. I'm stressin out too.
what's disturbin me about all you wrote is, your diet. you gotta EAT, friend. seriously. you'll do aight.
take care.
smiles...
cj^
Wacko u mean it's only few days of stress? My whole life for the last 6yrs or so has been STRESS. Im just getting by with a smile..sometimes u just hv to forget there's stress.
Keshi.
thnks everybody..am cool now!
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