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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Realization...or not? My day Yesterday

For the first time, I am actually trying to write a post with complete words, no slangs and no swearings. I just hope I do well.

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I realized I need to start writing in a way which is more universally acceptable, not crabbed, easily understood and good to read because I am damn sure there are many people who drop by my blog but do not comment here because they find my language obscene. Now, how sad is that! For newbie bloggers like me, it is indeed a disaster. I really dont mean to offend anyone out here. I just feel good after writing all of it and I am willing to pay any price if I feel so. I also thought of changing the blog name and get the 4 letter word out of this blog. But, I guess I would be incomplete without it. I guess I wont be able to express the very me then. In a nutshell, I am confound of what to do. It has been almost 3 months since I started blogging but I haven't got hold of many readers in here till now. I realized I haven't been added in any blogrolls. I realized not many people like my style of writing. It makes me think a lot. It is not that am not emotional and don't know how to express love through my posts. I bet if I start spreading love, I'll be the blog-piper of the blogsvile someday. I know I exaggerated here. But then, who knows! When I say I carry a "Dont Give a Damn" attitude with me, I mean it. But, that doesn't mean I wouldn't care or give a damn to somethings which are important. If such was the case, I wouldnt have survived till now. All thanks to some readers who have been supporting me all this while and encouraging me whenever I felt sad or down. I love you all. I have a heart. And I am not that a curmudgeon (Yeah, the GRE vocab list is finally starting to show some effect).

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My wart's been finally removed..YaY! I am sorry it looks horrifying and so I dont have the guts to scare you people by posting its pic here. I somehow managed to bunk the class yet again and sneaked out of the college campus. I didn't have any appointment. So, when I went to visit the doctor(A cute lady. Married with kids unortunately. I fell for her too. I really got to do something to my ever drooling heart and the agaping jaw), I found out that she wasn't there and had all her appointments full till 7 pm in the evening. I could only manage to get an appointment for 7:30. Fortunately, I happened to catch up with my friends for the movie "Chak De". I am neither going to elaborate, nor writing a compendium(Yeahh, another GRE word) about the movie. All I have to tell is that it is a nice movie and you should watch it. And, I am pretty sure, the national woman's hockey team of India is going to be proud of it. Bollywood movies really work in India and I wont doubt if this doesnt for the women's hockey team.

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I have been cursing the movie halls of Dehradun ever since I landed here. The hall was literally stinking of sweat and people were almost sitting nude due to the excessive heat in there. The feeling of watching a movie in such a pathetic hall is like getting into a sauna bath after traveling in the hot sun.

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I finally reached the laser skin treatment clinic at 7:25. It was chaotic as usual. The doctor is one of the most well renowned dermatologist in Dehradun. I had to wait for an hour before I was finally treated. I managed to rap up the wordlist of the alphabet 'c' all that while. So, I had no regrets what so ever. It did not take more than 5 mins before I took 650/- bucks from my wallet and handed over to the doctor. I wonder how much would she be earning at this rate. It somehow struck me to change my profession from being an engineer to a doctor. But, the fear of studying alluded me from that very thought. My sister who is a doctor is married with a daughter. She is 26 and she still studies now. She has her own set of exams. I really wouldn't like to do all of that by 26. Instead, have two blonde's tucked up my sleeve, have a one night stand with them, wake up next morning and surf the internet from my decked up office on the 36th floor of a multimillionaire building in a posh colony somewhere in US. This is like it..yeah!

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I then spent yesterday night with some of my friends in the city. I went to Dominos. I had a farm house cheese burst (buy 1, get 1 free) pizza. Yum, it was. That's it!

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phew!

I know this is not the way I'd like to write my posts. But, there's no harm trying.

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FUCK it yeahhh! ;)

10 intruders:

J said...

Lol.. Ok ok. .so you are studying quite well for GRE.. as far as the word list goes ;)

Hmm and this post is zara hatke types. Good once in a while. Now get back to your f'ing normal self.

Red Soul said...

lolz a very different post from u :D Ya dont change name of ur blog, its the whole essence ;) wens ur GRE , and ur still on C! :-s

Red Soul said...

hey wotsup

Keshi said...

Wacko this post is free of F words...lol wut an achievment mate..congrats! :)

Chakde was shot in Aus.

Glad ur wart was removed...whatt wut? :)

Keshi.

wacko said...

@j
yeah lol..next post will be the usual moi! :P

@redsoul
u been partyin lately huh? newas catch ya online sometime...

@keshi
yup mate..achievement for me!
:)
hugzzz

disillusioned darkling said...

heyy thnxx for dropping by...nicee one....!! :))

Red Soul said...

update time!

sachin said...

man u have arrived on the blogsville..
personaly, i find abusing in posts kiddish and uncool..
i dont mind mind people doing it but it reduces my interest in reading the stuff for sure...
i find this post a lot more mature and fun to read..

talking about the readership...
even i am baffled how do people manage HUGE readerships..
some of them are not even girls..

its sad to read about dehraduns cine plex condition..
i watched chak de in an AC hall with the best of sound and crowd
;)

i realise i definitely have a lot to learn from u in terms of formatting a post...
good job!

sachin said...

@ your comment:
its not not getting a job which hurts me..
its the rejection which does...
but i have made peace with it now..
some people temme that i am being rejected because i am tooo good for those companies which know i am not going to join with a proflie like mine..
so they dont take me..
ina day or two i would have completely accepted this as a fact..
and no more depresse posts there after..!

wacko said...

@red soul
patience is virtue

@sachin
dude..m sick of telling this but i wont think twice before telling the same to you too since you've mentioned bout it...

tis all bout how people perceive things...maybe you find abusing kiddish and uncool..but i certainly dont think so and i wouldnt give a damn to what you thought bout it...i feel i am satisfied after i vent my anger here by all the F lettered word and I already said I wouldnt care about my readership anymore for that matter..the above post was just different cuz I made it look different even when I know i did not totally enjoy writing it...i realized i was skeptical about my blog and thought it would be nice if I got some response via this post..which I did undoubtedly..so u see tis like i win and people who wouldnt like my writin lose...so yeah fuck em all!

@ur comment
dude..i already checked your comment on your blog..u dun need to copy paste the same here...u gotta make readers come to ur blog and not otherwise..just a piece of advice


anyways am sorry if i sound rude again..but i guess dats me

cheers
no offense