Ambivalent moi!

Yeah, the title aptly describes the post. I'll just try using some of the words I've learnt over the past few days. Don't mind if you dont understand most of them because I've literally got my ass shovelled up cramming them. I bet they look like alluring but they are ephemeral once you start comemmorating them. I have 107 word lists to do with 35 words in each and I've reached only 27. Fuck it. I can do and I will do.

Since am beset by words these days, I cant contemplate on anything but concentrate on them. I am in a state of trance and I only manage to procrastinate rather than comprehend the situation completely. I always had the proclivity to learn words but I somehow lacked the zeal to do it. I have had a penchant for literature since a long time now. I am finding it very gruesome, no matter how dexterous i try to be. I can be an iconoclast when I dont get things the way I'd want them to be. All these years, I havent been satisfied the way my life's been rolling. This being the crux why I consider myself unlucky. I just hope I sail through GRE.

P.S. Right now, the words am going through are

snicker, snide, sneer, scoff, contempt, disdain, denigrate, mock, deride, jeer, satire, lampoon, taunt, condenscend, sardonic, patronize, burlesque, aspersion, vilify, malign, slander, opprobrium, calumny, defame, obloquy, libel, slur

All of these words are more or less synonyms with slightly different shades. They all mean to mock at, ridicule something, or defame somebody.

cheers! ;)