Believe Your Worth

She walks around with a "No Entry" sign that screams out loud. No one could get a piece of her and no one could ever discover her. As much as they would like to spread their hands towards her. She just stands there feeling unwanted. She would prefer if nobody came close to her, touch her or even meet her. She would prefer to be in her own world where nobody surrounded her. She wants to be left alone. In the comfort of her own world without any intruders. Anyone that came near heard the growl of her defensiveness. She would create the aura of unwantedness and made sure they felt the lever called, ‘Uninvited’. She has the “Do not Disturb” Sign written all over her. She made herself stink so that no one wanted her. She stood there watching the people. She realized her plan worked. No one wanted any of her, a piece of her or even a peek of her. They feared to even look at her incase she might throw them the look of damnation. She wanted out and her own world. She got what she wanted yet she found herself to be miserable. She wondered where the people got their laughter. She wondered if she could ever experience this laughter. She stares into space in wonder wondering how these people did it when she finds it a struggle. Tears trickle down her face in silence.

I stood there noticing her and realized how the girl was shuning the very thing that was meant for her. This thing called, “Love”. She pushed it away without even knowing her. She pushed it away not recognizing her worth. She pushed it away only finding the cloud of worthlessness weighing heavier. The girl needs love. And she could only receive it if she received herself first. I smiled as I express this story that stayed on my mind during the wee hours. I realized the importance of loving me. I guess this is not the first time you heard me say this. But I figured its important. So today I decided to do something hoping that you guys will also join me in it. ;) Pick something that reminds you of your worth. It could be anything. Preferably something that you feel the most.

As for me, I pick the flower. Firstly, because I feel the flower speaks of my feminity as a woman thus my worth. There are session where the flower remained budded and moments where the flower bloomed to spread its fragrance with extravagance. And yet there were seasons when the flower experienced dehydration that’s in need of a friend called water. The flower needed her neighbour or surroundings to blossom. Taught me one thing, I needed neighbours.

Secondly, is because the flower exuberants beauty inward and outward. It’s the aroma of a flower that speaks many language to me. Esp its influence, the alluring factor of it that draws people. And the many warm touches that it brings to people as they received them as gift and surprises. Flowers remind me a lot about my worth and how being a woman means sophistication, gentleness, beauty, intelligence, love, power, warmness and approachable. And I would like acquire all these qualities as I mature. Hehe..:) This exercise, helped me realise how special, unique and different I am. And I believe everyone of us is just that. It would be great to know your worth or the thing that you feel reminds, inspire and encourage you of your worth. Share with me people!!:P

*Hugz*

Have a good weekend.