I am Account-Able

I am under the protection scheme. To protect my mind, my ears, my hears etc. Yet it’s a challenging task. Cause its not that easy that you can run away from things that aims to shoot their negative arrows your way. But again I choose to believe that if there is a will there is a way. Its not an easy task honestly. A dreadful challenge at times but of great importance. It helps knowing your identity as an individual. But than again you are never built up in perfection to just go ignorant. There are moments when you get affected. My bottom line is. I find myself allowing myself to only get affected for awhile and start finding a way out. It’s a great practice that’s embracing my life.:) Sometimes probably ignorance feels like the best way out. But I realized its just as good as sweeping shit under the carpet to only collect a smell that would turn its head up. By the time, the roots are probably built too deep which will require some time to clean it up and get the stain out. Its an illustration to speak my mind.

At the end of day, I realized its my response that counts. What people think will play a game surely. Its how far I allow myself to go with their perception and thoughts that matter. I realized, that at the end of the day its who I am that matters. Its not worth changing my skin just cause others feel it’s a requirement. It will make me a confuse person. I figured I am sticking to my colour as long as I am not hurting any other. And also humble myself by a reminder that I am not totally right and I still require certain lessons.

Life is so bizarre with its beautiful tingles and ugly fungus. It drops within our life most times without permission. I guess its how we juggle that speak the ultimate jingles of our vision. After all, we are accountable.

Cheers. *hugz*