Right then I've been caught up with some things. Had some stuff penned away but saving those for a day when I can truly say I have the infamous "bloggers block". In fact it's quite tempting to put one of them up now but then changed my mind. Not that I have anything extraordinary to write just now. But I could have worse days :)
I'm really amazed at the duality I see in some people around me. So called "friends" who wouldn't think twice before bullshitting me or better still talk total trash behind my back. Everytime I think I've gauged someone well...I realize I've been gullible again. At 14 my mom told me, "you have to learn to read people or you're in for a lot of hurt later in life". Well maa what do you know? For once I'm with you a hundred percent. I hate people who'd pull me down to make themself feel better but I hate those people more who parade their nice selves in front of my face and then become perfect assholes the minute I turn my back.
Ok so everybody hates a hypocrite! What's new in that? Nuthin. I'm just loving this rant!! ok?
Speaking of hypocrites (and this has no relevance to the post I knowww), I think my neigbor's hubby is having an affair. No I'm not absolutely sure but I see the signs. The guy spends most of his time, out of the house, walking around the neighborhood glued to his damn cell and no matter just how close you walk past him, I swear you can never ever hear a single word of what he's saying!!!! For the life of me, I don't know how he can sustain hours and hours of conversation without his wife OR kids (yeah not that young btw) looking for him!! Makes me reallyyy wonder?
What else? Stupid gossip I know but don't forget I'm still not over the whole "venting" phase...
Btw that last post? I know a lot of you thought it was romantic. I of course don't really think so. You see, to me it wasn't about love as much as it was about someone who "settled" for what she thought was the only alternative! When I titled it "love...?" - the stress was in the question mark and not the word love. Ideally, I was going in for the title "compromise" without any question marks or doubts whatsoever! At the back of my mind I knew titling it "love" would set the tone as "romantic". However, there was more a sense of resignation and accepting one's fate in it. Ok so I have a lot many thoughts that run parallel in my head but don't get translated into words when I write a post. Which is the case I guess in the last post. It wasn't meant to glorify "love". It was to catch the protagonist's eventual acceptance of a situation she couldn't get out of because she lacked the belief in herself that she could get anything better in her life.
And that rather lengthy explaination might've sent most of you to bed :). It's rather late I know. The thought of the weekend and no early mornings has me here this late. But I'm done now.
My last word is for the people who've made me take some rather harsh decisions of late - "what goes around, comes around! And a fall only makes me rise higher...if not where I fell (which is the fucked up hell you created) but surely some place where I will be noticed!!!!"
I'm really amazed at the duality I see in some people around me. So called "friends" who wouldn't think twice before bullshitting me or better still talk total trash behind my back. Everytime I think I've gauged someone well...I realize I've been gullible again. At 14 my mom told me, "you have to learn to read people or you're in for a lot of hurt later in life". Well maa what do you know? For once I'm with you a hundred percent. I hate people who'd pull me down to make themself feel better but I hate those people more who parade their nice selves in front of my face and then become perfect assholes the minute I turn my back.
Ok so everybody hates a hypocrite! What's new in that? Nuthin. I'm just loving this rant!! ok?
Speaking of hypocrites (and this has no relevance to the post I knowww), I think my neigbor's hubby is having an affair. No I'm not absolutely sure but I see the signs. The guy spends most of his time, out of the house, walking around the neighborhood glued to his damn cell and no matter just how close you walk past him, I swear you can never ever hear a single word of what he's saying!!!! For the life of me, I don't know how he can sustain hours and hours of conversation without his wife OR kids (yeah not that young btw) looking for him!! Makes me reallyyy wonder?
What else? Stupid gossip I know but don't forget I'm still not over the whole "venting" phase...
Btw that last post? I know a lot of you thought it was romantic. I of course don't really think so. You see, to me it wasn't about love as much as it was about someone who "settled" for what she thought was the only alternative! When I titled it "love...?" - the stress was in the question mark and not the word love. Ideally, I was going in for the title "compromise" without any question marks or doubts whatsoever! At the back of my mind I knew titling it "love" would set the tone as "romantic". However, there was more a sense of resignation and accepting one's fate in it. Ok so I have a lot many thoughts that run parallel in my head but don't get translated into words when I write a post. Which is the case I guess in the last post. It wasn't meant to glorify "love". It was to catch the protagonist's eventual acceptance of a situation she couldn't get out of because she lacked the belief in herself that she could get anything better in her life.
And that rather lengthy explaination might've sent most of you to bed :). It's rather late I know. The thought of the weekend and no early mornings has me here this late. But I'm done now.
My last word is for the people who've made me take some rather harsh decisions of late - "what goes around, comes around! And a fall only makes me rise higher...if not where I fell (which is the fucked up hell you created) but surely some place where I will be noticed!!!!"
As the song says,
| Simple Plan - Shut... |
I'm so fuckin' tired of it all....
16 comments:
i can so relate to this. So called friends and all...
sometimes this world just sucks...
Nicely put!
u r hu u r n i dont think u shud hv 2 apologise 4 tat. ppl arnd u shud eithr lern 2 live wid it or shut dr gobs...
n im hvin 1 of em "effin" days 2...
hugs!!!
Gurl......aap kitna aacha likhti he. itne din aap kaha thi ?
Awesome. those goodies on your face and the real bitches and dogs at your back. well exposed. i hate them. i hate them.
this cost me a huge in the past when i cudnt cope with them, but i guess life teaches u all to cope up with any fuck shit in the life.
And i cud relate to your gem out here. write more. more.
i m gonna stalk you more and more :)
luv,
Ashu
absolutely!! we all can relate to this at some point or the other...
As for brooding over the past ...ur very right...sometimes u juss hae to learn to let go :)
Have you ever listened to THE DOORS?There's one particular song that comes to the mind, its called, People Are Strange. Listen to that if you can.
And I am so totally with you in this.
Are you on BUF?
o gawd I so can relate to this!
friends, even loved-ones..they all take us for granted sometimes. Sometimes I seriously think that Im the ONLY one who's not doing that to others!
I hope u feel better soon. TC n HUGGGGGGGGZ!
Keshi.
***I hate people who'd pull me down to make themself feel better but I hate those people more who parade their nice selves in front of my face and then become perfect assholes the minute I turn my back.
Exactly...I feel ya.
Cheeries!! Rock on Twilight.;)
everyone - sorry for the late reply. Took me a while to get over all that ansgt and anger!
Thanks for coming around and reading through the venting. And I know we all have our days :)
raaji - yep sometimes it sure does "suck" but boy am i glad it never lasts!! ty @ nicely put :)
firewhisky - u said it girl! :)
hope ur days got better? will get around your space to check on you!
:) @ hugs! right back at you!
ashu - *grin* gusse mein zyaada acchaa likhti hoon kya? :P
Yep sometimes we simply have to put away all the niceties and simply be as blunt as we can or else we run the risk of always taking shit from everyone!
writing more more...I've only just begun :)
pri - hey hi :)! Yes yes learning to let go and make it better. Life moves on... thanks for dropping by!
aakash - I did after u left the comment. Listen to it that is...
"People are strange when you're a stranger
Faces look ugly when youre alone
Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
Streets are uneven when you're down
When youre strange
Faces come out of the rain
When youre strange
No one remembers your name
When you're strange..."
hmmmm!
BUF - ?
keshi - I think we do the same to others...maybe not deliberately but without realizing. Sometimes even when we do everything right, we can't people around us happy. That's life I guess...
I feel better yes :)... thank you!
((hugz))
sweetsticky - Thank you :))
new here , and i absolutely LOVE THIS post!
take care.
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