Because change happenz.

I pride myself in the fact that many a times, the situations in life have pretty much worked for me when it came to fine tuning life a bit. It's one thing to make up your mind about something, and it's a different ball game to stick to it. Faltering is easy, the comforting invite of going back to the familiar grounds is tempting and times like these, it always helps to have something to support the resolute. And for those who pride in their 'strong will' good for you.

Change isn't new to me. Be it change in equations with relationships or the physical surroundings. Maybe it's a bad thing but I see it as self preservation. Coz face it, the more you keep other's interests before yours, the more you get walked on, trampled and taken advantage of and all it leaves you with is a feeling of regret and disappointment and all that follows. Selfish? I beg to differ. Your life, starts and ends with you. Period.

I remember telling a good friend that the only thing that truly matters to me are my two suitcases (which has now further shrunk to just one piece) and worst case I wouldn't mind letting go of that too, as long as I have myself. My thinking was perhaps best put to words in the movie Heat- Never get attached to anything that you cannot walk out in under 30 seconds when you feel the heat around the corner. Just another smart dialogue, but I guess there is quite a bit of truth in it.

Unless one experiences this, I suppose it would be a bit difficult to really comprehend the reality... or maybe not.

So i'm off tomorrow to Bangalore and start work from Monday onwards. A few immediate changes would be the obvious fact that the pace of this blog will slow down further, not to forget the interactions with certain people will come to an end as well, if not reduce. But that doesn't quite mean i'm off for good. I put it this way... it's all about being there but not being there, whilst staying in the chasm between goodbye and nowhere.

Take care :)