Songs That Live In You

Everybody has a set of song/bands/Artists they call are their own. Everyone has their own genre, mine was Rap, and the meaning in a few songs...emotions...and thought hat go into its making... then i heard Metallica's Nothing Else Matters, i couldn't think straight after hearing that song, thats when i evolved from rap to Rock. And you always have songs that always hit you, songs which more to you because of the way we see that song, and how deep it touches us, well there are four song which i would die for

Led Zeppelin -- Stairway to Heaven
Staind -- Outside
Metallica -- Nothing Else Matters
Poets of The Fall -- Carnival of Rust

I can't imagine how people can be soo soo damn good, how can they even come up with such a master piece, since the first 3 r quite popular i wont put up the lyrics here, but the 4th song is a master piece heard it two days ago and can't get over it. Must have heard it a few hundred times and nothing like it, all the four songs are my most favorite songs.

Here watch it!! Watch

Lyrics: Carnival Of Rust

D' you breathe the name of your saviour in your hour of need,
And taste the blame if the flavor should remind you of greed?
Of implication, insinuation and ill will, 'til you cannot lie still,
In all this turmoil, before red cape and foil come closing in for a kill

Come feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

It's all a game, avoiding failure, when true colors will bleed
All in the name of misbehavior and the things we don't need
I lust for after no disaster can touch, touch us anymore
And more than ever, I hope to never fall, where enough is not the same it was before

Come feed the rain...
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning
*----*

Amen!!

Devil's Month

This summer was nice fun....first the trip to goa....then the night outs....its the best summer ever.

The Goa trip saw me doing things i never would have otherwise did. I drank Vodka(alcohol) for the first time, i was drunk on a beach for the first time, fagged for the first time. Though about fagging for the first time. Went on a trip with nil planing for the first time. Talked my heart open with my close buddies for the first time. Tried and got rejected to enter a Disc for the first time. Hookah-ed on a beach for the first time.Traveled 150kms to a place we had no idea of for the first time. Realized how alone we humans are for the first time.Actually dressed myself up for the first time. well there were a lot of firsts, loved the trip. Goa was magical.

The other month of summer saw me spending quite a bit of time roaming around, even at 2 am, which i prefer not to generally for my mom...she tends to get nervous. The night outs were fun, the discussions with my pals about anything and everything from politics to movies to science to art to life to space, was magical. The 3 am joy rides were an other story....basically was a wonderful summer.



PS: I don't drink or smoke anymore. It was fun for once and i plan to keep it that way.

Bro and swapna and deepakka READ the PS again. :)

Who am I?

Who am I?
I am not the same.....Who was I then.....I don't know.....I am changing....The cocoon is cracking....I have changed....I don't want to change....Leave me alone....I need the One, to add meaning to my life...But the cocoon is cracking....and I have no wings to be free....Truly Free!!!
Keep giving them what they want....You have to exist
Does it matter?
No!! But don't crack....You are strong....I am alone....



This is something that came from within, If u can understand that, You have understood me.........

MYTH CALLED LIFE

Summer sucks

as i got to know first hand, i was coming back home(yeah thats the only good thing), and it was very very hot in the train....after a movie till 2am i managed to get sleep and woke up at 5am again, well i dint feel like sleeping and that was when i went into psycho mode....well all the ingredients where there, everyone sleeping, still dark and i was alone with nothing to do...kinda like now...as i sat near the window and started staring out and thinking about everything

i had a thought in my head, "does it really matter" my life that is, does it ever actually matter....i saw a few trucks on the road...now if i were to see life from one of the driver's eyes it would be interesting, he would have had a totally diff set of things to worry about, like food,water for this family...driving

now the train crossed a few houses...if i were to put myself in their shoes, i would be a guy of no concern....just someone, some random guy...after that i had crossed a few hundred houses.... these were ppl who had diff lives, parallel lifes...none of which actually matters to anyone else....and to think about it, I was just a guy from one of the windows in one of the many trains they saw...

such diff lifes such diff ppl, thus my question arises does it really matter...
life is definitely over rated....hence the myth continues......

Brilliant Idiots

Took a long break from blogging for my project...worked 4 weeks ( ppl who know me plz read it as 2 weeks :P , it will make sense only then ) for my java project...which went smooth even during the vivas....so it was worth the effort...well was not busy just because of the 2 weeks of project work....but also coz i started an other group blog...

well when i was forcing sam (oh by the way happy bday bitch, u r one more year lammer) to join it, he asked why the other blog was for, i explained him as i am telling u ppl, that it was to shout out at the world, to remove all the frustration, that was when sam for once asked something sensible...he asked me wat i was doing on this one...well he was right in his own way but the new one is sarcasm at its best....i mean this(E.F.I.L) blog is very personal...this is me like being an open book...and otherwise (out in the open real world) most ppl wouldn't even understand the contents of my book...in this blog i dont use sarcasm to shout out at things...i just screw it from every corner in a way which i feel is justifiable to my principles....but in this new group blog, which me and the other sane ppl in our coll came together to make(yeah sam i am sure u r intrigued as to why u were invited, well ppl he aint so bad) we titled the blog "Brilliant Idiots"...well there was a quote i once saw "never underestimate the power of idiots when in majority"... yeah these ppl call us the idiots for not following the trend and not doing things the way society likes it...in short for not being a fool....hence we came up with Brilliant Idiots....here we shout out at the world of the idiots by the power of sarcasm.....if u have read this post up till here, i assume u would fall in the sane ppl list...well have a look u will have fun


www.brilliantidiots.blogspot.com
thats the site....do check it out and leave ur comments...

will be back in 2-3 weeks time with a more sensible post....ciao

Freedom.......is there any????

FREEDOM -- One of the most abused words other than say "culture" & "religion"....
They say great Gandhi struggled and got us that....well i have no particular fascination to idealise him but all things said and done, we finally got our FREEDOM....wat did we do next? we made all out efforts to confine ourselves to be "GOOD", i.e we put rules that ppl can only say certain things for the "welfare" of all.....

We cut the freedom of speech...the single most important thing other than food,shelter & water....why u say?? to preserve our culture and religious sentiments was the explanation give among many other such reasons....

That was then...lets see now, Arun nayar and liz hurley get married...everyone has a problem with it coz she wore a skirt.... and the wedding was not according to established norms......i mean wtf is that.....ppl get married coz it is an announcement to the world that they r together.....and ppl get married when they r in love....how they want to announce is upto them...not that i care about either of the too {although liz is HOT}
wat i meant to say is who the fuck is some self proclaimed religious head to say that i should do things this way....he actually put a case in the court....i mean how stupid can ppl get...look at this story

Once long time ago, there was a family... they owned a cat....well the cat used to always drink the milk...during the marriage of the girl in the family the cat drank a lot of milk, so the father put the cat in the basket and hanged it so that the cat would not escape...the children saw this, they dint know why their dad did so, but they just knew it.....later during other ceremonies also the same was done....the children saw that too....the cat died and they got another good cat.....after a few years the dad died, the children took a basket and put the good cat in it coz their dad did it, they though it brought good luck....after many years it became a tradition...anyone who doesnt follow it is either abusing the religion or dishonoring it....

I mean wat i want to do is my wish....its my fucking problem....so if i am an atheist then i am doing a crime by wearing only a short....or some other such crap....well this is the only thing i like us OF a for, freedom of speaeh....well never though i would say that...


an other such incident is about not being patriotic.....sachin tendulkar is accused of dishonoring the nation by cutting a cake which looked like the national flag.....Narayan murthy is said to be unpatriotic for playing the instrumental version of the national anthem even after he apologized for it just coz he might hurt feelings.....i mean all these bastards who do greater damage to the country by promoting corruption, disrupt development....those guys r the real ppl who r unpatriotic.....patriotism is a good thing but being sensible is another....raising the national flag or singing the national anthem is of no use....striving for a better India, and doing something for it is....well easier said than done but we can start by not accusing ppl such bullshit....


Finally we live in a world where the idiots rule.....and where sanity and sensibility are devoid of their true meaning...hope that ppl r allowed the freedom they deserve...





PS: Ppl with senseless religious beliefs & glamorized patriotic attachments are not allowed to read this post....or this blog for that matter...i dont have any place for u assoles in my little space on the web

An ode to my roomie

well not exactly an ode but still....

well wanted to reply in ur blog only but though u deserved a blog post, after all u r my fav roomie..

well for ppl who know both u might read on, as u will understand it....and for ppl who dont know my roomie, here is the link to his blog www.aguything.blogspot.com


lol, nice way to put things kinda sums everything up....
i guess, may be i will bunk my rap (it was for fun, and now it aint any fun writing them anyways) and take pointers from and the self-proclaimed perfectionist i have as a roomie :P, i guess i am blessed.... anyways i guess its hard enough for u to be multi tasking very very weird relationships,projects, ur tough name that u always need to keep up to, and then reading some crap might have been tough....and yeah ayn rand would be happy to know that a guy (who btw hates books) has been with her novel for over 2 sems and still not leaving it, well i have enough earfuls from ur conversations with ur gfs/friends/i dono wat they r(no offence meant dude) to help me with my sleep...but i aint complaining


NA i aint being sarcastic and/or attacking u for the honour of having a blog entry dedicated to me, lol... LOVE U ROOMIE,and i am straight, well this is the way the general crowd responds i guess ;)
hope this will be taken in a positive way, and after all the things i wrote for myself i though ppl who read my blog can have something funny to read here...